all up in arms with my hands tied behind my back...what?

well, i'm not quite sure about how i want to handle this whole blog crap. i don't even know how i feel about it. i mean, this seems to be like "the every-man's (or woman's) livejournal". those who use this forum as a journal or way to meet people must not be cool enough to have a livejournal. but then again, they were smart enought not to get a deadjournal or jump on the xenga bandwagon. is this my act of rebellion against the cool kids buy utilizing this thing known as a "blog" rather than join their world? or maybe it's my feeble attempt at being cool without being pretentious. or maybe i just wanted to deny random NAMBLA accusations. so it goes.

so, i guess i have come to the point of accepting the fact that i did create this willfully, and now i need to decide how to use it. i don't usually journal, ever, so maybe i could try that. or i could attempt to make this some sort of creative writing page for myself.

who really cares? no one will read this except maybe carmen and zach. in the meantime, drown in the infinite wisdom of get your war on:




truer words were never spoken. thank you david rees. thank you.